Naah.. so pf im feeling kinda depressed or idk how to explain my situation actually.. I gave up on life I dont see the purpose anymore.. I always feel alone even when im with my friends and family and when it gets dark I cry my fucking tears out for no reason.. I dont know what to do anymore.. and it has been like this since last year and nothing has changed, could you give me some advice maybe?
I’m gonna be honest. It gets better. But when, i don’t even know. I’m in/was the same situation. I barely talk to my family. Only reason why i go out of my room is for dinner so i’ve a bad bond with my family. I’ve been depressed before. With self harm and suicidal thought. But the things that cheered up my life a tiny bit, was gym and 1 friend and 1 cousin. Gym made me feel less stressful and a bit more happy. And that 1 friend (is my best friend for 7 years now) stayed by my side. AND nothing is wrong with crying. It just means you can’t take it anymore. SO try to find something small that can cheer you up. Like a hobby or a sport, stay with your best friends but really the best ones that you can trust no matter what. You can talk to them. They’re your BEST FRIENDS. So should support you. And don’t start doing self harm. It doesn’t solve a thing, i’ve been clean for more than a year now. You just need to find happiness bit by bit. Even if it’s small progress it still is progress. I really hope i could help you with making you happy, i swear i do! So don’t do anything stupid. Try to figure out your problems step by step. I hope you the best and i hope this will help one way or another. xoxo love ya